OMG! im s0oo inlove…
its beeN a long time sincE i felt this kind of feeling… after all the hardships and downfall, finally im alive again… and its true, its like heaven weNever iM wid him… ivE been hUrt, and taken f0r granted f0r 3 times.. yes, 3 times… with the same old guy!!! he fooled me, and i d0nt deserve it… but this time, i hope its different… he made me live again… i alm0st give up, and ab0ut t0 4got how t0 LOVE… but weN he camE, he made me realize how beautiful life is… he let mE seE d true meaning of the w0rd called “life”… and ryt thIs m0ment, alL i cAn say is dat…
“OMG! im s0oo inlovE”
i wasnt enough…
am i??? haizt.. it really hurts… as in gang dulo yta ng buto q0… hahaha… sa dmi q0 ng pnagdaanan q0, wla rin pla.. anyway, its not yet d end pa nmn… mlay q0 ba.. sumwer, sumhow… well, dats life… if its g0nna happen, wla n ty0ng mga2wa… hahaha… manhid na q0.. i swear! e2 nb un? o may ksunod pa? bka mbaliw na q0 ah… hinay hinay lng mr. kpalaran… hahaha… i hope one day, everything will be in its place… im just want some happiness, ung mtgalan nmn… ayoko na nung sandali lng.. nka2bitin e… sobrang lalim qo n yta.. naiintndhan nyo ba q0? i guess hndi.. aq0 nlang yta nka2intindi sa srili q0 e.. bkt nga ba? ang gulo q0 xe… ksalanan q0 din nmn… pnili q0 t0 e… so be it…
someday.. il be bak… hahaha… there’s a rainbow always aftr d rain…
you 1st believe… c”,)
How many times did I pray
You’d find me
How many wishes on a star
Gazing off into the dark
Dreaming I’d see your face
Safe at home unafraid
Captured in your embrace
So many times
When my heart was broken
Visions of you
Would keep me strong
You were with me all along
Guiding my every step
You are all that I am
And I’ll never forget
It was you who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you looking in my eyes
You held my hand
And showed me life
And I’ve never been the same
Since you first believed
There were times
When I’d thought I’d lost you
Fearing forever was a dream
But it wasn’t what it seemed
Placing your hand in mine
You could see in the dark
You were guiding my heart
It was you who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you looking in my eyes
You held my hand
And you showed me life
And I’ve never been the same
Since you first believed
How many times did I pray
You’d find me
How many wishes on a star
stick around yumyum….
How many times do I daydreamAbout making love to youI'll take you to a special placeWhere it's only me and youI'll put away all your troublesOn the other side of the worldAnd wrap my arms around you, honAnd tell you you're my girl(So let's go sail away in the night)And we'll go far away from here(To a place where our love is right)Can I take you to my world?
ChorusWhenever you're sadWhenever you're cryingI'll be the one who wipes away your tearsWhenever you're coldWhenever you need meI'll be the one who runs to youAnd give you my loveWill you know how much I love youSo you better not let me downI'm not asking for too muchBaby, just stick around
A quiet day in the countryOr a rainy night in my roomWe'll hide away into the sheetsIf the morning comes too soonAn afternoon in your eyesOr a lifetime in your heartForever just ain't long enoughBut at least it's a good start(Falling deeper in love with you)Will you be there to catch me girl?(I hope your falling deep with me too)Can I keep you in my world?
Chorus
Forever, foreverOoh.. would you come on baby(let's go sail away in the night)And we'll go far away from here(Tell you that's where our love is right)Ooh..
Cause, whenever you're sadWhenever you're cryingI'll be the one who wipes away your tearsWhenever you call meWhenever you need meI'm gonna be right there for you and give you my loveYeah, and you know how much I love youSo you better not let me downI'm not asking for too much, babyJust stick aroundForever, forever
waaaaahhhhh…..
Why are WE still FRIENDS?????
We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away)
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
[CHORUS:]
Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends)
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why
[CHORUS]
I don’t wanna be like your brother
I don’t wanna be your best friend
I only wanna be your lover
When will this end
If I told you that I wanna be in your life
Then you could be the woman in mine
[CHORUS x2]
rEd….
you know why is it RED??? bcoz my heart is bleeding ryt now… you know what??? i really hate my life ryt now… is it bcoz of those things na khit anong gwin ko, it cant be mine??? ohhh… so bad… but im happy… xe alam q in every decision that i make dmi paring ngma2hal skin… kya lng… d only thing that i wish 2 have… wala… evrything just turn into bubbles wen i found out na wla na… kinain na ng pusa… hahaha just kidding… di q xe tinakpan… well, anyway… i guess its just part of growing up… sbi nga ng bestfriend q… i have 2 show him na im not worth it 2 have this kind of feeling… ano xa hilo??? hahaha… i maybe sound not affected… but if you will just see whats inside me… awwwww…. it really hurts… pro lam mo… sanay na q… sooner or later wala na to… tingnan lng natin… you will goonna see me bloom again… swear!!! c",)
Bcoz SOMEDAY… someone’s gonna love the way I wanted you to need me… SOMEDAY someone’s gonna take your place… one day i’ll 4get about you… yOu’ll see i dont even miss you… SOMEDAY… SOMEDAY… (hahaha that is my song for me…) godbless…. mwah!
new circle of friends…
well, well, well… as of now, im so happy and contented with my new friends… this guys are the one hu show me the true meaning of friendship… ang saya2.. sana mtagal q na clang nkila2.. i guess, Gods will tlga na mgkakilakila2 kme… and i owe him 4 dat… i just hope na sna mtagal pa ung pagsa2ma nming lhat… you guyz are really the best… alam nyo na qng cno kyo… tnx a lot 4 everything… loveyah!
my new lyf…
the last time i updated my blog i was really so upset.. and its bcoz of my ex bf.. but now.. while im doing this msaya na po ulit aq.. bcoz sum1 helped me overcome my sadness.. and its him.. wala ng iba kundi xa.. i really feel so blessed wen he came in2 my lyf agen.. after 2 years of having a break up wid him.. ac2ally.. dmi na kming pngsmahan nito.. datz y he is d one who really knows kng cno tlga c aejaey.. wla q ma say.. imagine.. i left him wid a reason na hindi mganda.. (smen nlang un..) but he accepted me with an open arms.. no regrets.. he mke me feel really special everytime we talk.. and he made me realize dat i should stop being fooled..i realized na he is special pla.. mejo na tanga lng aq b4.. but this time its for good.. well.. thank you so much.. u know who u are.. i really owe u a lot.. tnx for making my life complete agen.. -aejaey20
i was left behind..
It was almost 2 months since this guy i met left me behind. Until now I’m suffering, lonely and always asking myself why me? Do i deserve to be lonely? I guess this is what really destiny want me to be.. I met him last march, at that time I am graduating in high school. Vacation time and in that days we were always together and we shared lots of things together. Until we entered college, we promised to be in each other arms forever.. It seems that this promise made to be broken.. I was really hurt not knowing what happens 2 our relationship… He took me for granted as if he dont know me at all. I always have sleepless nights. , he always txted me but it seems like he’s tired of me. My friends keep telling me that if i really love him, i should set him free, I should open my eyes, and face the reality that our relationship will no longer work, for i may also suffer. Now we decided to separate our ways, but still the memories are still in me..It’s really hard to be alone..and the hardest part is to admit that I have fall in love with someone I didnt mean to love. I tried to stay away to him so that i will learn to let go and forget. But i was wrong! The more i stayed away from him, the more i realized that i really love him.. Im really stupid to fall in love with a person who dont love me at all. I miss him so much, i miss his smiles, i miss his company,i miss the talks we used to have..i miss hearing his crazy but cool stories. But he dont even knew this at all.. Living without him was really a hell..I know its really not good to have a feelings to someone we cant really have. If Falling for him is not right, then let me be wrong for the rest of my life. If loving him could bring me so much pain, let it be. For no matter how painful this could be , my love for him will always cure it. Im missing him always and everytime i do i always think of ways to stop myself from missing him. One is to stop loving him. But if i wud stop loving him, i’ll never find a way to stop myself from dying. Maybe you will laugh at me..tease me..but this is for real..I love him even he dont love me back at all..maybe he’s now happy with his new girl. And im trying 2 be happy with mine.. And all I can do is to find ways to make myself happy.. There are things that hurt us, but since we love the people who hurt us so much, we learn to hide the pain at da back of our mind so we can love endlessly..maybe this may actually funny but i cant control my feelings. He hurt me once, he hurt me twice but all i did was shut my eyes..from reality which no one knows, that i love him more than he loved me. Now that he’s gone, memories were left behind..I maybe lost in love but the feeling is always being here for the rest of my life. Until now i can’t go on with my life..I can’t move on..
if only he would listen …
october 19 is one of the worst nights of my entire life, I lost the most special person in my life,, i never thought this day will ever come , i never thought i am going to wake up one morning knowing that it is over between me and the only guy i love…,,
But i didn’t deserve this brake up , i have been faithful to him from the day i met him and i will be always this way , i gave him and i am still willing to give him all the pure love and care and everything he needs or asks for with an open heart and arms.
He used to tell me that we will always be together for the rest of our lives, he used to tell me that things will never change between us as long as we are alive, he used to tell me how much he wants to spend the rest of his life with me, and i used to feel the same way with him in everything he said to me. He is the only guy that my tongue says his name, and my eyes see, and the only guy that my ears hear his sweet lovely voice, he is the only one that my heart beats in a different way for him i confess that my mind is thinking about him and only him all the time …i believe nothing will change, but i also believe that it is not going to change the way i feel toward him, the endless strong and pure love, the powerful and trustful love, which i thought nothing could break us up, but as they say,,not everything you think that its right ,is right !!!
i wish i could have a chance to explain everything to him , and to tell him that i am not like what he thinks , but i guess destiny put us apart , and our love is lost …